happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me. happy birthday to me. happy birthday. to me.
is that how pathetic my bday can get this year. stuck in the Os. not having the best of days or papers. not even close to the ideal birthday that one would imagine. and even though in this circumstances. i thought. it would be better. but. sad to say. disappointed on a whole. very as a matter of fact. ah well. at least its not downright awful. thanks to all who wished me. really appreciate every one of them! made my day just that little bit brighter.
smses came by the truckloads the night before. and this morning. wishes for the paper. wishes for my birthday. wasnt the perfect night. since i woke up in the middle. went half sleepy into the exam hall. could have done better. but ill still be content if the end result is still an A1. yeah. i felt quite bad lar. anyone who smsed me today would have found out that i was pretty disgruntled with the Os on my bday. [ even though i knew it long long time ago] its supposed to be ur day? of sorts. and. u cant even. like. half enjoy it? i played soccer a wee bit in church. not too bad lar. but. rest bite i guess.
was pretty pissed off with my parents just now. i mean. like. er. i cant even watch tv at dinner? all the rubbish things that they say. i mean. in the end. its just one day right. my bday some more! give me a break. no cake and stuff. ok lar. i understand. but. gimme a break man. ah well.. kiddy thoughts from complicated mind. i guess.
sixteen. sweet sixteen. seems like a new era in my life. i can do new stuff. and still stay the usual stupid and useless self. guess ill need to find more satisfaction in what i wanna do. see what i enjoy most doing. and continue to pursue it in that direction. have no idea what i wanna do. in life. ahh. dying=)
tmr got eng and ss. need to pray more. yeah. o levels? just bring it dude. im ready for u.
'zhu wo sheng ri kuai le'
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